Meet Aniruddh

What is it that you can do, if

I take away the little-left life? If

I stand defeated in the mirror, if

I shut my door to myself…

What is it that you can do?

What is it that you can say, if

I scream out loud? If

I ask them to stay away, or if

I choose to be silent…

What is it that you can feel?

What is it that you have ever done, to

Ease the chocking breath? To

Palm my forehead burning in fever, to

Speak the hidden lies out?

What is it that you have ever done?

So, stay away you, stay away, when

I say it’s over, when

I say I don’t need your cover, when

I push you away… so far away…

So, stay away you… just stay away.

I’m talking to you

Yes, I’m talking to you!

Keep the pain inside alive,

It’s the only solace you have!

Let the ice tickle in your drink

It’s the only cold touch you have!

Haven’t you seen how it feels, to

Touch the fire when it’s dead?

So tell me, what it means to be warm

When the blood in your veins is freezing up?

Keep the pain inside alive,

Let the ice tickle in your drink…

I remember that cold night with you,

You made it warm with your touches,

Since then, I miss my coldness

Even,

When the blood in your veins is freezing up!

Give it another shot to make it cold,

You smile has taught you how to.

Let it freeze, chock its breath…

Yes there you go…Make it cold,

Come on, make it cold!

Currently, I'm writing all these without thinking whether anyone will care to read these or not! So, I've no intention or wish to make these readers' friendly or whatever anyone calls it! I'm just writing... That's why, if you've accidentally come accross this space and have read these lines, kindly ignore it at your own ease! This part of my life is called MYSELF! That's all.. EnjoY~   

Where are you taking this friend of mine?

I’ve seen him tossing and turning,

But he’s a friend, a friend of mine!

Where are you taking this ego of mine?

I’ve felt it poisoning everyone around me,

But it’s my ego, the ego of mine!

Where are you taking this night of mine?

I’ve lived every bit of it with darkness all around,

But it’s my night, the night of mine!

When you left me stranded at the crossroad,

They’d open their arms for me, to

Sooth my rot, through an open touch…

Now that you stand lost,

Is revenge the last thing in your mind?

How long will you paint love with blood on brush?

So tell me, does it make you happy, to

Un-skin me through your own nails?

Pardon me, for not laughing on your face,

(After all) It’s my love, the love of mine!   

The drops were wondering, what

It takes to be so proud!

The sky was fainting, with

Tears chocked in dark cloud!

I see your face, buried

In dark green laughter,

Is it too late baby,

To start a brand new chapter?

You say, I don’t breathe

My heartbeats are wrong,

Ask the stars about, whether

The light is ever gone!

Stars will smile with you

When you reach out to them,

Face the mirror, you martyr

It was never just a game!

So, there I stand, with

Eyes diving back in time

The strings go unmissed, as

My lies, intact, are just mine!

One more push, back to life,

One more touch, back to life,

Life’s waiting, just one more blow

Yes, there’s blood… Let it bleed, let it flow

Yes, martyr, welcome back to life

Let it ease, let it glow.

Hundred calls go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘hi’ away.

Hundred songs go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘tune’ away.

Hundred thrills go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘touch’ away.

Hundred lines go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘letter’ away,

Hundred points go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘dot’ away.

Hundred changes go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘stroke’ away.

Hundred lives go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘breath’ away.

Hundred answers go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘question’ away.

Hundred tides go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘shore’ away.

Hundred rights go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘wrong’ away.

Hundred lives go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘death’ away.

Hundred realities go wasted,

But I’m just a ‘dream’ away.